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20

May

Praise God!

Whoever said that God was dead today? Whoever said that God does not speak? Whoever said that God does not move? Whoever said God cannot possibly do….

I am so excited I can barely put into words what has been happening. But to God be the glory through all this as it was not by my own doubting mind, did any of this come to pass. I have been a member of this particular sports team throughout my three years at uni; through it I have made great friends and developed a love for a sport! However, it has not always been easy, it has been an environment totally out of my comfort zone, but God has won through.

In my first year I constantly asked myself and God, why I was persevering with it; I found training really hard both physically, but also the socials, the drinking culture and being very much in the minority with my faith. Although the drinking culture was not that great an environment to be in, God totally used it, and the amount of conversations I had with team mates about God, why I was a Christian and what type of church I went to often dominated my nights out in jesters. In second year another Christian joined the team, which has been a great encouragement and started to pray together before training once a week. Having this support was such an answer to prayer, as it can get quite frustrating listening to the same rant about ‘religion’ …over and over again when they are drunk. At the end of my second year I somehow ended up on committee, totally not planned, and God intervened, as it gave me a chance to get to know everyone in the club, especially in the girls’ team.

Third year is where I really began to see God’s fruit. Genuine questions alongside the drunken ones started taking place. It has been so exciting; about 15 of the girls came to the carol service, and we had a girl’s social after where loads of questions were asked. 5 of them have come to different talks in events week, the big issues and the CIS dodge ball comp. From this we started doing a seeker Bible study before training, each week, where there with really good discussion, often going off on massive tangents, but genially surrounding the questions. About 3 weeks ago, I had a dream, which I would say it was a prophetic dream, God has never spoken to me through dreams before, but somehow I woke up and knew that it was God. The dream was that I would have a meal with 8 of the girls and a bible study, and I honestly thought that would never happen, for many reasons: there was only a maximum of 5 that were coming along to the seeker bible studies, exams coming up, I live in a non-Christian house so my house mates would think it was weird, I’m incredibly busy so I don’t have many nights free, and they probably won’t want to come. I was supposed to be away this weekend, but it was cancelled about a week and ½ ago, so I had an evening at a weekend free. Added to this my housemates were all away, so a free house completely – deffo God’s provision. We had a girls social last weekend, and as exams were looming a lot of the girls weren’t there, only 9 girls including: myself and the other Christian girl, the 4 of the girls currently doing the seeker bible studies plus 3 others and so I just asked all who were there if they wanted to come (and texted the fifth girl doing the seeker bible study who was missing). They all said yes, but one – leaving 8 girls coming. I was so excited and nervous that I got a lot of people praying! Without that prayer support I don’t think it would have happened and I want to give all the glory and praise to our heavenly father.

Last night they all came, we had a lovely dinner (everyone brought something) and we read Luke 24: 36-49 (the last seeker bible study) and basically started discussing. I was really worried about the other girls who had not previously been doing the studies, but yet again God blew me away. We chatted about so much from, who Jesus was, what he looked like when he came back, heaven, judgement, sin, suffering, creation, ‘what must I do to be a good person’ – you can’t it’s grace, and so much more! I had already planned to share my testimony and to challenge them a bit, and was worried about the awkwardness of it, however I needn’t of worried at all, as one of the girls asked me directly what difference has this made to my life… seriously I cannot believe how God has moved. I made some cards with the gospel on in 3 statements with a prayer, to take if they wanted at the end as something they can partake in now or later on in life and they all took one! So just continue praying that they come to know the living Christ, as their personal saviour who loves them and would die for them. Please also pray for other Christians to be surrounding them, as I’m graduating so am losing the opportunity to see them on a regular basis. However, I pray that seeds will have been planted, their salvation is not in my hands, it’s in God’s, and only through Jesus can you come to the father.

Already God has started answering my prayers about Christians surrounding them. I went to church this morning, and I gave this testimony (although a lot shorter, I do apologise for length – but it’s just so exciting what God has done and is continuing to do!). After the church service, this girl comes up to me, and said one of her housemates is one of the girls who came last night and who has been doing the seeker bible studies. She said that, that girl came home last night so happy and she herself has started noticing changes in her. So God is at work!

Please be encouraged; if you find yourself in difficult situations, out of your comfort zone – God can use you. Get praying, Get seeking God’s heart for your friends at uni, coz I tell you three years goes fast so quick! Get out there and start telling the gospel – coz let’s face it we are all lost without the grace of God, pray for boldness, pray for opportunities to talk to your housemates, course mates, sports team mates, anyone – just get out there. Let’s as fellow Christians brothers and sisters encourage each other, pray for each other as we make Christ known on the campus and in the lives of the people who we love.

The words of Romans 10 pretty much sum it up

Romans 10:9, 14-15: ‘That if you confess with your mouth, that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved…How, then can they call on the one they have not believed in? And how can they believe in the one of whom they have not heard? And how can they hear without someone preaching to them? And how can they preach unless they are sent? As it is written, how beautiful are the feet of those who bring good the good news!’

18

May

For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

Jeremiah 29:11

Pod group has been amazing and has allowed us to get to know the Bible better and allowed me to develop my relationship with God.

A few weeks ago I emailed loads of places for work experience in the summer. Last week I had an email from a Council and so I replied back to them saying that I am very interested in this work experience. However, after a week I heard nothing so I emailed them again this morning to see if they received my email. After each pod group session we ask each other what we would like to pray for and then pray about it. Today, I asked if we could pray for what I should do in the summer, i.e. work experience. As soon as pod was finished I had an email come through giving me more details of the work experience with the Council and another project that I could get involved with.

God most certainly has a perfect plan for everyone :)

17

May

The Lord is gracious and full of compassion,
Slow to anger and great in mercy.
The Lord is good to all,
And His tender mercies are over all His works.

Psalm 145: 8-9

Okay, so I have two things I want to share. Firstly not to be afraid of asking people along to talks like Big Issues! I gave two names of coursemates I wanted to invite to Big Issues today at Thirst on Monday to a friend, managed to be seated next to them in my lecture later on, prayed for courage and the right time to ask them, and they both said yes! And even though one of them wasn’t able to come in the end, another coursemate of mine whom I bumped into, spontaneously came along as well! She’s interested in the science talk in a couple of days (she wrote down the details), and it’s so awesome how God clearly brought them along to the talk! So excited about the fruit that will come from that! I really wasn’t expecting this! Please don’t get discouraged if you’ve asked people to come to CU events and they say no, or feel that you should ask people out of guilt. God is so powerful in drawing people to Himself, and He is delighted to use us to help this happen! Praise the Lord!

I also wanted to write in after the talk on Friday and Big Issues today to encourage anyone who is scared of unemployment or the future or anxious about money matters that God does provide and is very generous!

Halfway through my first term as a Fresher last year, my Dad rang me up to tell me that he had been unfairly made redundant from a job he has had for the last twenty years. It scared our family very much, as he is the only employed person in our immediate family. I’m now in my second year of uni and this year has been very tough for me and my family as well as this redundancy. But I’ve really been able to look back and see God’s hand at work in the times of uncertainty. My dad runs the eldership team at my home church, and was also responsible for leading a team to choose a new pastor – lots of tough responsibility and work! However, it’s amazing to see how God has been able to use his unemployment to build up and lead His people, to be humbled and strengthened in the face of opposition, and to have His and my mother’s faith grow as they lean more and more on God in this time! It really has brought our family closer together in the last (nearly) two years, even though I’ve been away from home.

After many months of trying to find employment, my dad is now about to start a part time job, which we are so thankful to God for! They have also finally managed to find a new pastor after some difficult decisions and discussions (from what I’ve gathered) - it’s amazing to see how God answers prayers more abundantly than we expect! I’m also in awe at God’s generosity in providing enough money for me and my sister to continue our education, and enough to live on! So in these horrible economic times, please don’t be anxious about what the future holds! Whether it feels like it or not, God holds you safe in His hands, and whatever happens, God is fighting and providing for you, and it is ultimately for your eternal good!

13

May

Praise Him!

This is a moment to testify of God’s faithfulness. So that I might give you even more reason to praise Him.

So much has happened since this years Events Week, I have seen God’s grace and mercy pour over this campus.

The journey I have seen my housemate take is spectacular. Over the last year we have had several conversations on faith, sometimes in a debating manner with another housemate. At the beginning of the year she was openly agnostic and perhaps sceptical of some the claims of Jesus. I invited her to come to the Events Week talks, and responded positively, by mid-week we had prayed together that she might better know Jesus as God! It was all weighing very heavy on my heart so I poured prayer into this and asked everyone I could to pray for her, that she would know Jesus as Lord and Saviour, be in a Gospel environment and be in a Christian community. I testify now, that God answered the prayer immediately. By the weekend, she had downloaded the Bible onto her laptop and had read nearly all of the Gospels that weekend, a week later she decided she would go out and buy her own Bible and was reading it every time I had come back from lectures, she had favourite verses, chapters that challenged her, she was showing me articles by Matt Chandler that she struggled with - not that she didn’t understand them but she had a deep conviction in her heart from the Gospel- before Easter I had invited her to come to church with me which in her response sounded like she had been waiting for me to invite her! She really enjoyed it so she told me, one week I asked what she thought of the service, funnily she answered what I was really trying to find out (where are you with Jesus? is He your Lord?) to which she said “I’m nearly there”.

Over Easter she had accepted Jesus as Lord and Saviour and this weekend has taken the call to believe and be baptised with Highfield church, getting dunked in the chilly waters of Calshot. So God has answered my prayers in a way that I did not expect, when I asked her to be in a gospel environment she started reading the Gospels. When I asked her to be in a Christian community she began to attend church. When I asked that she might know Jesus as Lord and Saviour, He did just that in his own perfect timing.

Give Him endless praise of joy and thanksgiving, for He is good.

14

Apr

Thanking God for all he's doing; He cares for the individual! "Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered."

1:
These first two terms have been amazing. God has been working in my life so much. Started off not sure with my position with God, but since coming to uni my relationship with God has grown so much. It's been really exciting. Praise the Lord!
2:
Seeing a friend from home come to Christ.
3:
Thank you for opportunities to talk to my Muslim flatmate about you! I pray for him to grasp how immeasurable your love is and for salvation
4:
Icafe has been such an incredible experience this term; God has really moved the internationals to know more and to find out about Him.
5:
Really seeing God move in Chamberlain Hall Group.

06

Apr

Our Faithful God

At cu on the last week of term, we took the opportunity to thank God for all He’s been doing, and for all He’s going to do. There’s many testimonies! Here’s just the start:

“Been doing seeker Bible studies with 2 people! Both have become Christians!”

“God has made my mom manage to cope with her illness and give her strength” 

“God has answered so much prayer and provided so much! One of my friends text in TAT last week and it was awesome sharing the gospel (and other parts of the Bible) and it was awesomely amazing! I hope he comes closer to knowing God! There is so much joy in his life already!”

“Since exams, my next year at uni has been thrown into chaos. God has been teaching me that no matter how uncertain things seem, he is constant and he has a plan, whether you can see it or not. Trust that even if you don’t know God’s plan for you, HE DOES!”

Let’s pray for all these people and situations. Our God is so faithful. 

15

Feb

1:
Thank you God for my friend who you love even if he doesn’t know it. Thanks that he came to the talk.
2:
This week has had its ups and downs. I had a really difficult chat with a close friend who came to a talk and was very negative about it and seemed more distant than ever. Though this was discouraging, I also had an amazing chat with a girl I met at one of the lunch time talks. Though before events week this girl was not interested in religion and knew very little about Christianity, she is now in a place where she is seriously considering whether she wants to follow Jesus. For now will have to trust God has got my friend in his hands though she may be far away from him, but can celebrate that he has also begun to transform one girl’s life.
3:
Someone I hadn’t spoken to for years got in contact to say she’d seen the cu flashmob at her cu’s meeting and they were really encouraged by it. God has used to sucu to reach out beyond campus this week. It is so awesome how united the cu has stood this week to give glory to God. God is powerfully using us. God is so so good!
4:
Thank you for showing me it is not by my strength but Christ’s!

14

Feb

1:
A friend who has recently come over to the UK for this semester came with her housemates to 2 events (maybe more!)
2:
More conversations about God with my non-Christian friend this week than in the entire time I’ve known her.
3:
I have been praying for someone I didn’t know too well, he was vaguely interested in Alpha last term but never came. This week he came to a talk at the invitation of another of his Christian friends. Thursday night he told me that he really connected to the talk and feels like he might have become a Christian. He also said he would like to try a seeker Bible study!
4:
Thanks for God’s blessing on Inside Out – it has never been run so well as when he takes charge!

13

Feb

1:
So many people in my house, on my course, in my sports team knew about this week. Your name is being spread – seeds are being sown and it is so exciting! Praise God!
2:
Praise God for the coursemates who have been actively against Christianity for the last 18 months, yet have attended the events this week, especially one who announced he wants to properly assess the claims of Christianity and to understand them before making a final judgement.
3:
God has been my saving grace so many times this week. His love never fails.
4:
A friend that I have known throughout secondary school and into uni has been someone that I have been praying for for a long time to know God. He was able to come along to the evening talk and later on talked to me saying that he really connected with it and said that he was going to do a Bible study with another friend. And I am just so excited about that and so thankful to God for such an answer to prayer and pray for his growing curiosity. Thank God so much!

12

Feb

1:
The willingness of the International students to talk about Christianity has been incredible. Some have even asked if they can go to church on a Sunday with us. Praise God for turning their hearts to want to know more about Him.
2:
God gave me the courage to invite my flatmates to Events week.
3:
I have been slowly slipping away from God and involvement in the Church, and began EW feeling very sceptical, but in the last 24 hours I have been ‘surprised by joy’ and a new lease of faith. Singing praise to Jesus in Jesters last night was one of the best things ever.
4:
Praise God that my friend wants to start coming to International cafe.